On a current weekday, I headed out at 1 a.m. for a 65-mile journey run round New Zealand’s Lake Hawea. As I ran down abandoned Freeway 6, I thought-about what I might hearken to as I handed the early morning hours. Surprisingly, I settled on David Goggins’ ebook “Can’t Damage Me.”
Whereas I had downloaded the ebook greater than half a decade earlier, I had by no means listened to it. Varied clips of Goggins on social media urged I wouldn’t resonate with the brash machismo he makes use of on these platforms. Nevertheless, I loved spending 10 hours operating with Goggins that day. Certainly, whereas he and I come at issues from seemingly totally different views, I think we’d discover a lot overlap in our underlying approaches.
Getting underway with Goggins alongside Freeway 6. All photographs: Bryon Powell
Living proof, the “cookie jar.” In Chapter 6 — Calloused Thoughts, Goggins discusses gathering and recognizing wins from all through our lives the place we’ve scored a private victory, large or small. That may be finished via energetic evaluation of our pasts. We’d discover cookies in overcoming household obstacles, bullying, a incapacity, or the like in our little one. These cookies would possibly come from more moderen instances in our lives the place we’ve achieved the promotion, labored via a tricky relationship concern, or overachieved in a race.
Why acquire these cookies? So we will confer with them in future moments of problem. They’re a spark to refire our motivation and dedication when we have now self-doubts. When we have now these inevitable psychological stumbles, these cookies can put us again heading in the right direction. They break us out of any negativity spiral in our inside dialogues and the chemical responses they set off within the physique.
Lake Hawea by night time.
In the identical chapter, Goggins additionally addresses the thought of the calloused thoughts. With this idea, Goggins advocates for repeatedly exposing oneself to uncomfortable conditions in order that we turn out to be accustomed to being uncomfortable — in order that we callous our minds. Particularly, he means that bodily coaching gives a fertile subject for callousing the thoughts.
Now, right here’s the factor, I’m a wuss. Regardless of how profitable callousing the thoughts is perhaps — and I feel it’s! — I’ve little want to look out distress purely for distress’s sake. I’m no sadomasochist. No, thanks!
The pinnacle of Lake Hawea within the early gentle of day.
That stated, as people and, significantly, as ultrarunners, we often expose ourselves to loads of uncomfortable conditions. As such, I’ve been contemplating an idea that mixes the cookie jar and callousing the thoughts for a few years: gathering power.
For instance, throughout my weeklong 237-mile San Juan InFINity Loop final summer time, I ran the ultimate seven miles on the third day in an absolute wrecker of a thunderstorm, even by San Juan Mountains requirements. I imply, the county shut down each roads northeast of city, and I used to be operating on a kind of very roads not figuring out of the closures, as a result of climate’s results on them. I ran over a recent particles stream that reshaped the Animas River under it. Lightning in all places. Torrential rain. Bountiful hail. Yeah, it was one thing.
This stormy run and that week have been all part of my remaining coaching push for final 12 months’s Extremely Gobi. Simultaneous with my thoughts being blown by this storm being potential, I assumed to myself, Regardless of how dangerous the circumstances are in Extremely Gobi, I’ll have been via method worse on this storm. In Goggins’ parlance, I’d discovered a cookie, whereas on the similar time callousing my thoughts. I’d discover just a few extra cookies within the insane storms that had me balled up on the facet of a number of roads within the coming days.
A take a look at the homestead on Hunter Valley Station from throughout the lake.
This wasn’t the primary time I’d collected power. In operating the 2015 Extremely Gobi, my ft blistered to hell within the remaining 100 kilometers. Add to that plentiful sand and stretches of a horrendous substrate we’d earlier coined “camel crud.” For sure, I used to be in agonizing ache throughout the race. Nevertheless, I rationalized my method via it, That is solely short-term. This isn’t an harm. It will harm whether or not you stroll or run. I used to be happy with this feat within the second, whereas additionally noting it for future use. I cultivated this reminiscence within the months main as much as the 2024 Extremely Gobi. If issues received actually powerful on the upcoming race, I needed to have the ability to use that have as a backstop. I may overcome new discomfort as a result of I had overcome that prior ache.
In mulling over this idea now, I’ll file away my Achilles tendons rehabilitation within the gathering power cupboard. Gosh, my easy rehab can actually harm. Particularly, once I return to it after any breaks or if my Achilles are aggravated from coaching. Even when I’d favor to not have to do that rehab, it definitely falls into the class of callousing the thoughts, and doing that rehab sufficient to enormously enhance the state of my Achilles forward of final 12 months’s Extremely Gobi positive was a cookie I may assume again on positively.
Nearing the homestead on Dingleburn Station.
Even throughout final 12 months’s Extremely Gobi, I collected loads of cookies alongside the way in which. Whereas I can’t say it’s inconceivable to run 250 miles whereas considering of it as one integral size alongside the way in which, that’s definitely not how I run that form of distance! No, I’m both making an attempt to only run alongside within the second or from checkpoint to checkpoint. Though seemingly inconsequential, a section run effectively generally is a cookie. I simply ran from the final checkpoint to this one. Cookie. And I ran effectively to that earlier checkpoint, too. One other cookie. And the identical for the section earlier than that. Name it two cookies, one for that part and for operating three good sections in a row. These small wins reassure us that we will succeed on our strategy to the following checkpoint.
Now, let’s go acquire some power!
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- What do you consider the ideas of callousing the thoughts, gathering cookies, and gathering power?
- The place and when have you ever utilized a few of these ideas, even beneath totally different phrases?
Nearing the tip of my lengthy lap round Lake Hawea, the place I’d collected a cookie or two for future use.
